The Quest for Thought

There is not much thought to it when I write these blogs. They are my way of sorting out the emotions that I am going through. Some things in life do not make sense, and we still do our best to figure them out. This blog is just my way of figuring out life and dealing with the emotions and stuff happening.

Why do we feel certain things that we do? Is there some logic behind it? The small ifs and buts and the unique sense of seeing the world are what make our journey different from others. We might share some of our experiences with others, but everything will ultimately be perceived differently.

You have a lot of people in your life, however, you know that you are not on their priority list. You might move heaven and earth for them, make them feel better after a breakdown, or simply just sit beside them when they need the most, you will not get the same thing back.

It is not like you do all of these things expecting something in return, you just have that gut feeling that says nobody will be there for you when you need them the most. You might be on the brink of a breakdown, tired from life looking for somebody to just listen to you, yet there is nobody there.

You are not alone, yet you are lonely. You might be surrounded by people, yet there is not a single one of them there whom you could count on. You depend on yourself, work for yourself, and then make life work for yourself.

There is nobody waiting for you to save you from drowning, not even to meet you at the shore. You have to be happy with yourself and learn to live with yourself.