The Quest for Thought

Sometimes finding your identity is confusing and extremely irritating. You have no idea how to move ahead, what elements represent you, and start having an existential crisis.

Since a month I have been trying to write this post; however, I get distracted because finding yourself is a pain-stacking progress, which is difficult to go through. I am still confused as to what I am, what represents me, and what my purpose is.

I tried understanding myself through Kundli, but that was not exactly what I wanted to understand. It was fruitful in some ways, but not that much. I tried asking my friends and family about the things that they think make me who I am. This, even though it gave me a deeper understanding of how people view me, did not give me an idea of who I am.

I believe there are parts of you that people know, and some parts are hidden. Nobody truly knows you but yourself, and that is the path I am on. Trying to figure out who I am and what I stand for. 

With time, your beliefs also change, but does that make your core personality change? Different phases of life also make you different, and sometimes your outer demeanor also impacts your inner self. 

You are never constant; you are always evolving, but your soul remains the same. The goal you have changes, but the end destination remains the same. 

I am just somebody on a quest for thought and trying to unlearn the negative to learn the positives. 

Why does finding yourself look so easy in the movies and shows?