Certain places start feeling claustrophobic. Certain music become haunting. Certain food start feeling weird. Certain images become unsettling. Your eyes start watering for no reason or there are reasons that are always active subconsciously.
There are days now when I want to rest, but I don’t just because I do not want my mind to start churning thoughts that I do not want to face. There are certain memories, certain triggers buried so deep in my mind which I do not want to ever surface.
You are not able to express or just put into words what you are thinking or for that matter not thinking. You just want to sometimes curl up in bed, sleep or just do nothing.
Going with the flow, running away from places that feel claustrophobic and just enjoying new music.
The Quest for Thought 
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